Today, I went to the principal’s office.
Under the previous leadership, I think I would not have quit simply because it would have been too terrifying to try to step into her office. But I’m thankful for the openness of this leadership. Ironic that I would leave when I’m seasoned and happy in this school. While my good buddies have already left, I would say I get along pretty well with everyone else. While it is still tough, it got easier. But sometimes easy isn’t the best. Comfortable isn’t the best.
I don’t have everything figured out, but last night, before we munched chocolate mint girl guides cookies in bed, my dearest Husband took time to talk me through it. I wanted to talk but I didn’t have anything to say. One takeaway from our conversation was that I need to rev up my conviction. I know it’s inside me, I’m just not articulating it enough. The confusion crept in a little last night but I know what I want to do. I just don’t know what I plan to.
In case I do forget again, it’s flowers and tuition.